Time passes day by day, age increases year by year. The struggle of the struggle, the results seem to be good. I am already a doctoral student of the most prestigious university in China, so I should be satisfied. But inside, there is an indefinable feeling of difficulty, which I can’t explain, others don’t understand, and it seems that no one can understand.
The two people are ordinary in appearance, ordinary in character, moderate, unobtrusive. In such a university, these two people seem to be the only way. The power of life has always been regardless of that set, regardless of whether you are a doctoral student, or a silly boy in the countryside hoeing, force than the same secretion. This is how two ordinary-looking, ordinary character of the doctor on the good.
The female doctor does not want to be a non-virgin, and the male doctor does not want to go against the heart of the female doctor. Marginal sex was a word they looked up on the internet afterwards, and it all sounded intensely academic. And so it goes, with the two men’s genitals rubbing around just on the edges. This does not violate their conscience, but also allows their instincts to be temporarily satisfied. One and two but also not lose pleasure. The day goes on like this, and nothing happens.
A few months have passed and suddenly, the woman is not menstruating.
Can you get pregnant even if you have marginal sex? That’s not possible! The probability is calculated! That is almost equal to sitting in class on a sunny day and being struck by lightning!
What’s going on really can’t be said!
The woman began to live the whole day in the thoughts and fears of pregnancy. The heart is like the gloomy sky of Beijing, constantly low. The emotion of resentment is like a cloud rolling in this cloudy sky, a surge upwards.
At first, the man acted as if nothing had happened. It didn’t seem like anything to him.
Vitality doesn’t care about that, and the sperm’s power the doctor couldn’t count.
It seemed to be a real pregnancy.
It wasn’t long before the infant life couldn’t resist the attack of thoughts, fear, aggression, remorse, resentment and other intertwined emotions.
A spontaneous miscarriage occurred!
After the miscarriage, I went to the hospital twice for checkups, and both times I was unable to tell the gynecologist what really happened. “Who would believe it when you’ve had a miscarriage and say you’re a virgin?” Twice I went to the hospital for checkups, and both times I was aggrieved to be driven to that gynecological examination table. Thankfully the two gynecological day chains home Kip grasshopper Mi that caustic iridium Iridium malaria school cha soar meal ron barium gynecological examination table but deeply engraved in her memory.
The precious hymen is not broken, but no one believes she is still a virgin. This kind of woman is good enough to be wanted, what other luxury can there be! The most frightening thing for her is, what if that man, the man who made her this way, he also does not want her what to do.
How much he wants to give a guarantee inside! But he did not even say something like “I won’t leave you alone”.
Gradually, he became mute, mute to make people uncomfortable. The original can also say one or two words of comfort, but also disappeared without a trace.
The male machine lives on, though without emotion, sexual desire is maintained. Two weeks after the miscarriage, he wanted to edge with her again, she did not want to but did not dare to refuse. The man also seems to feel the woman’s difficulty, did not force together the edge, but asked her to use her hand to masturbate for him, she met him.
The woman seemed to be suffering to the extreme and thought of dying. But what was more painful was the disbelief in the man she was with. She hated him, hated why he could not come to comfort himself. She hated him for turning into a machine and not making a human voice. She hates why he can’t even say “I won’t leave you alone”.
Is he really not wanting me anymore? Why?
Note: Marginal sex is quite common among unmarried young people and can lead to unwanted pregnancies, so young people should be warned! If you are really pregnant you must talk to your doctor, otherwise a forced vaginal dilator test will cause no less harm to the girl than rape. The disbelief of the female doctor in this story is the result of the emotional interaction between the hero and heroine triggered by the unfortunate incident. The girl will feel innocent and aggrieved by the incident, and her resentment will be constantly vented to the boy. The boy only suppressed his emotions and had to respond with mute, emotions suppressed, instinctive demands enhanced. The girl wants to get the relief, love and affection but not, but more hurt. So continue to develop, the boy may really leave the girl, the girl may from then on hate all the men in the world.