This is a post-treatment description of a schizophrenic patient before and after his onset, from which one can understand the patient’s journey. Long time no see. Once again, I was admitted to the psych unit for this damn temper and caused quite a stir (everyone was scared). Unfortunately, as with the previous time, I was elevated. In the blink of an eye, it’s been more than two years since I was sent to the present. At that time, I was still studying in Tianjin and felt that someone liked me. Followed by some dark and windy night, inexplicably, began to hear some voices. Laughing at me, cursing at me, around the students’ eyes seem to be different all of a sudden …… in short, so scary. This is how to study, so the decision was made, that I was impulsive is also right, so hastily did the withdrawal procedures home to take refuge. Home, is always the safest place. The company’s main goal is to provide a solution to the problem of the problem. Just need to know the person’s ID number, you can remotely monitor this person, regardless of what is seen think, everything you want to know can be understood. The more you look at it, the more you believe it, and it’s a good thing my mother is around, a “Who do you think you are, Hu Jintao’s granddaughter?” saved my life, immediately gave up the idea, thankfully. But the voices still didn’t die down. I wanted to go out to work, but I had no skills at hand, and besides there were so many distractions, so I spent a lonely and difficult time at home – feeling that my classmates were hiding it from me, so I cut off all contact (I did not recover until this hospitalization, so I am now full of gratitude and excitement). Of course I’m not a saint, how can I give up once, so I still lean towards the chip from time to time. I also thought about calling the police, but my parents talked me down, saying it was a public disturbance, which now seems like a wise choice (why? my mom said so). It just so happens that someone in the family believes in Buddhism, in contrast to my condition, and it seems to be the Buddhist talk about the disease of the wrongdoer, followed down in my mother’s leadership supervision began to chant Buddha. During the period, nearly a year ago, about a seven-day Buddhist ceremony (Liang Huang confession), feel little change, but in the eyes of others, it is quite normal, at least self-control is still there. Until recently, specifically the week before the hospitalization, the problem of capriciousness came out again. The family members argued with what they want to buy must be satisfied, otherwise they will lose their temper and drop things. Now it seems that I was too arrogant, and I’m still acting like a child after growing up. Fortunately, I was hospitalized this time, and although the first injection was horrible, overall, it was worth it. Now I’m in touch with all my classmates, and I’m planning to get together after I’m discharged from the hospital, so these days are all gloomy – sunny days. Thank you to the sky, thank you to the earth, thank you to my parents, thank you to Director Li, thank you to everyone, and of course, most of all, thank you to yourself. When it happened, I also wondered if my birth was a mistake, but now I really appreciate that every person is lucky to be born, and it really is a personal experience! Finally, to quote the President of the Fashion Institute of America, “The most important relationship in a person’s life is the relationship between you and yourself. You must like yourself, and when you like yourself, you will be strict with yourself.” Let’s all share the same message.