These days, under the overwhelming publicity of various media, the doctor-patient relationship really makes me and my colleagues have the feeling of precariousness, and the chill of walking on thin ice. The other day the “heart surgery” hit, I was reading the original six-six, in the limited time on the “heart surgery” TV series can be described as a glimpse, in a word, scared me to death. In any large public hospital in the country, you go in, is to see the great number of people, have been to my ward patients know that our district to add beds to the ground are full, patients still can not come in, there is no bed! Our physicians are overloaded, operating all day and night, and after surgery, they have to examine patients, write medical records, and change medical records (the Chinese medical record system is also something I have always criticized). I really don’t have the time to be as leisurely as the doctor in the TV series “Heart Surgery”. Our working environment is far from that beautiful, that environment is not worse than when I was a doctor in Germany. I was so busy in the clinic that I didn’t even have time to go to the bathroom. Because a lot of foreign patients, old patients, they say they have been waiting for half a month, a month of numbers can not see the disease, she came, you can not bear not to give her see? The nurse who said the triage was afraid that the doctor was too tired to add a number always had to say: you ask Dr. Sun agreed to add a number. To be honest, I’ve seen all those who can add a number. But there are still patients who come to the ward at any time and say, “Let me see it. If I have time on my hands, of course, I will see it, but sometimes there is really no time, the ward has ward matters, so I have to apologize. But these patients are often extremely simple, they can wait for you for an hour, two hours, three hours, you say, you can not give her a look after the surgery? So under the pressure of such work, you can experience how much psychological pressure a doctor has, the mood will be comfortable? So physicians also have to learn to self-regulate self-control. To be honest, I’m really sorry, this Wednesday I went down to the clinic and the ward of a patient’s family quarrel, the patient is innocent, but his family some words do not fall into my ears, I feel that my labor is not recognized, really then angry can not. This is my first time back in Fujian, looking back on it, I really should not, recently I feel a little more fire, patience is poor, self-control has decreased, in fact, can not fight. Oh, a fight mood inevitably depressed some, think about why I ah, why do not ask for suffering, the patient and other colleagues on the same line. Today, I thought I hadn’t been on the Internet for a long time, and inadvertently found that I had been praised by a patient for a few words, and I felt enlightened. So I should reflect on myself and correct my recent rising anger, haha, I should be more kind. I’ve been looking at the patients’ words of encouragement, and I’ve been seeing them all over the internet, so thank you all for the chicken soup for my soul.