Patient Question: Illness, anxiety, side effects of medication? Description of illness: My partner and I are both introverted and do not communicate well. After my husband got sick in ’06, I had a hard time accepting that he was sick, and we communicated even less. I dove headfirst into the internet and felt that there was someone online who loved me, and lately it feels like this person is controlling me, and my every move is in his grasp, and it feels like everyone else knows about it and is talking about me. He asked me to die together, and when he dies, I should die too. November 22, 2013 noon, I smelled a smell of dead people in the hallway, after going downstairs I found a hearse, to the office after the smell of dead people is still there, so I got scared so I ran away, ran to the station, saw a car to “Pingdu”, I thought “Pingdu I thought “Pingdu” means “to spend peacefully”, so I stepped on the bus to “Pingdu”, in the car I felt the expressions of others were strange, as if they were paying attention to me and talking about me. When I got to Pingdu and stayed in a hotel, I felt that people in the hotel were watching me. On the morning of November 23, the hotel people did not let me stay, so I called my family to take me home, and when I got home, I felt that there were bad people outside the door and windows. When I went to bed at night, my child touched me and I shouted “help”. In the morning of November 24, I thought something might have broken my phone. The first thing I did was to take my husband to the local people’s hospital in the morning of 11.24, and the doctor told me to take clozapine, so I took a piece of clozapine at noon, and started sleeping in the afternoon until the next day, and ate a little dinner in between. On November 25, I went to Weifang People’s Hospital, the doctor said I was paranoid schizophrenia, prescribed drugs: ziprasidone hydrochloride capsules, Apren tablets, benzhexol hydrochloride tablets. 11.27 my husband took me to Guanwang Mental Health Hospital, the doctor did not say anything about the diagnosis, after going home my husband asked again, the doctor said: what diagnosis is not important, but what symptoms are there, but not to the extent of the disease The extent of the disease. He prescribed three kinds of drugs: risperidone oral disintegration tablets, buspirone hydrochloride tablets, and lorazepam tablets. He felt no disease and said he could regulate it well. My husband didn’t know anything about this disease and didn’t force me to take the medicine. When I was sleeping at home, I heard someone talking, and heard words like “she turned over”, and heard someone walking on the roof. (My husband explained that there are some internet cable holes and other passages in our home, so we can indeed faintly hear our neighbors talking, and I live on the roof, so the sound of some walking below can indeed reach the roof.) (I live on the roof, the sound of some walking below can indeed reach the roof). I felt someone hinted that I was leaving home to go to Pingdu, so on the morning of December 14, I said I wanted to go back to my mother’s house and took the opportunity to escape, but this time my husband noticed in time and was found in just half a day. Run to a stranger’s house, and said in a dream online to know people, then people send me to Pingdu. Family members did not answer the phone, and then a phone call from my sister was answered by a stranger, so I was found home. Hope to provide help: please ask the doctor if my disease is schizophrenia? Anxiety, side effects of medication or symptoms of the disease itself? Is there a treatment plan that could be better (that does not cause anxiety)? Medication: Drug name: Benzedrine hydrochloride Dosing instructions: After 10 days, I added Benzedrine once a day in the morning and once in the middle of the day with 2mg each time, and the symptoms of fidgeting, anxiety and muscle stiffness were reduced, but the fidgeting and anxiety were still unbearable in the afternoon. Drug name: Risperidone orally disintegrating tablets, buspirone hydrochloride tablets, lorazepam tablets Dosing instructions: After 3 days, Risperidone Risperidone orally disintegrating tablets 2 times daily 2mg each time, buspirone hydrochloride 2 times daily 10mg each time, lorazepam 1mg once daily, 10 days now. Restlessness and anxiety. Drug name: Risperidone orally disintegrating tablets Dosing instructions: January 13, 1mg in the afternoon. anxiety reduced, two days later anxiety worsened again.