I came to comment on Zhang’s death, is very unqualified, why insist on writing, comes from the scientific exploration of the way individual human beings behave, there is a kind of writer is not an expert in writing, but a director and actor of theatrical personality, specializing in portraying the connoisseur of life. I have always tried to analyze, from the perspective of performance art, why Zhang chose to die this way of curtain call.
Almost every artist’s life, itself will be a work of performance art, through the ages, but all those who do very extreme in the field of art, there are not many life is smooth and smooth, which, there are factors of fate, there are also the reasons for the blame. I don’t know if this sentence is right, art reflects emotion, emotion reflects thinking, thinking determines the world view, the world view determines the methodology, there is an artist’s heart, but the performance like a village girl, I’m afraid only Guo Kaizhen. Liu Qingjun, Department of Otolaryngology, Head and Neck Surgery, Chongqing Bishan District People’s Hospital
First of all, let’s review the lyrics of Silence is Golden.
The night breeze is stern, and I look back at the past
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I have learned a lesson and have been guided by the Book of Scripture
Now I can see through it and I am no longer trapped
I’ve learned a lesson from the scriptures….
Wiping away the traces of tears and laughing lightly
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Don’t worry about the sarcasm and questioning
Laughing and cursing is up to you.
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Continue to walk and behave
This is a very philosophical lyric written by Sam Hsu, life should be “laughing and cursing by others, to behave freely”, ignoring the gossip of others, life can be unrestrained, in order to live a wonderful life. However, the final result, Zhang still see through, can not see through, and finally chose to end their own.
What do you mean by suicide?
Suicide is a form of self-harm, is a more advanced language of performance art, suicide itself is not much difficulty, many people will feel unable to get down, in fact, from the simplest way to exercise a little, very easy to implement. For example, self-harm, at the beginning also can not get down, but you will slowly break through their own boundaries, pain will make us retreat, but the pain is not so powerful, you do not try, you will not know their limits.
We often shy away from discussing topics like suicide, which seems inherently negative, but as research, it is necessary to put aside these prejudices.
Don Hedges was there, supposedly with a lover, so why go?
Depression, many end up pointing to this disease. So that there is nothing new, according to the incomplete statistics of my practice, suicide, depression, not to say 100 percent, in addition to the fear of debt, the remaining percent is to say that this disease, depressed even life does not want to continue.
Why depression? An ordinary thing, you think it does not matter, he called, he was depressed. His view, ordinary people can not understand, you do not understand, he is depressed.