Glioma of the brainstem, which is common in children. Faced with my sorrowful parents, I was conflicted inside. I wanted to tell them that currently brainstem glioma is incurable and the outcome will be no matter how much effort is put in. But I was conflicted, afraid to cut off the little hope they had inside. To tell them clearly that there is no hope for surgery, but I am conflicted because brain stem glioma surgery requires great courage and but when from parents and doctors, great cost from parents, and hard work from doctors, but God will not pay attention to that and the final result is still bad. Yes, as I said, the process is sometimes more important than the outcome, but how many parents can bear the painful process. Hope and pain accompany the whole process, and several efforts are not willing to give up. I still remember the father, a tall and powerful man from the north, with whom I had a heart-to-heart talk for almost an hour in the clinic, and whose suppressed tears came out at the end. He bowed deeply to me, “It’s the first time I cried in front of the doctor since my daughter got sick, thank you, Professor Zhang. I still remember what a mother of a child said, “Professor Zhang, if I can recover to have a good time, all my efforts are worth it.” All the effort is to be able to have a good time, even if it is a short recovery. I am really conflicted because after a short recovery parents are still in a painful ordeal. It is still difficult for me to make up my mind whether to operate on some cystic or lateral growing brainstem tumors. Although there are more successful cases, there are also cases of resuscitation and resuscitation and resuscitation. The families are heartbroken, I am also heartbroken, and the nurses are also heartbroken. Therefore, every academic meeting exchange, those scholars who are brave enough to climb the high ground of brainstem tumor treatment are sympathetic to each other, because only they know the pain of this. For the treatment of brainstem glioma, to what extent is the best? To what extent is the best treatment for brainstem glioma? To treat it aggressively with all efforts or to end up with conservative palliation? I am worried that they will end up with nothing, so I am really conflicted when faced with their decision to go ahead. I will ask parents to seriously consider their own psychological tolerance and financial tolerance. Whenever I discuss the treatment plan for brain stem glioma with radiologists and chemotherapists, I know that all specialists are ambivalent. Brainstem glioma is truly the devil of demons.