I have been thinking about this question since I started medical school and became a full-fledged doctor. One of my friends, no matter what he sees, he must go to the specialist clinic, regardless of the expensive number of the specialist clinic, in his eyes, the specialist clinic doctor is the “good doctor”. I also met some people, their eyes of the “good doctor” is the leadership of various departments and department heads, they must seek leadership, think good work is a good doctor. There are some people who believe that a good doctor is someone they know, because it is their deep-rooted belief that only people they know will take care of them. When I was a resident, I thought that a good doctor was a good doctor, and at that time, I especially admired a few technical maniacs in the hospital, always imagining that I could one day carry high-end technology and have the capital to be a good doctor that everyone admired! When I was an attending physician, I was troubled by the hardships of medicine. I thought I had done my best, but I could not save the lives of patients perfectly; I thought I had seen the needs of all kinds of patients, and found that the good doctors in many people’s minds were not simply curing patients; I also thought I had observed and experienced the enthusiasm, indifference, disdain and contradictions of colleagues in the department, and realized that the good doctors in many people’s minds were actually other doctors. I know that a good doctor is actually a complex concept, and perhaps even a kind of drift that does not exist in the world. The most important thing is that you have to be able to get a good doctor. In the outpatient clinic, patients will say: “This doctor is good, I can carefully ask me about the onset of the disease rather than just look at the laboratory list, so as not to give the previous doctor misleading it”; some patients said: “This doctor is good, I asked several questions he did not impatient, and finally asked what else do not understand Some patients said, “This doctor is good, my problem was not diagnosed in that hospital last time, but the doctor here made it clear at first glance”. In the ward check-up, patients will say: “I feel relieved when I see you check-up, otherwise, it seems like there is a procedure not done today”; patients will also say: “The ward you transferred me to last time is not good, I still want to be treated here by you”; more patients say. “Can I come back to you after I am discharged from the hospital”. Yes, I remember these times very clearly, I was so happy, so proud, so feeling full of work motivation. Over the past year, I don’t know if this has happened more or less, but it seems that the memory gradually became faded and became no longer making my heart flutter. However, the blandness allows me to once again experience the true meaning of “good doctor”: the responsible doctor is a good doctor, it is because of the responsible, doctors are constantly to the patient’s bedside observation rather than guessing and busy recording the treatment; it is because of the responsible, doctors will observe the subtle psychological and physical changes of patients rather than simply and indiscriminately It is because the doctor is responsible that he or she will think what the patient thinks and solve various problems instead of treating them in a rigid and mechanical way. A responsible doctor is always concerned about the changes in the patient’s condition, a responsible doctor always weighs the pros and cons of his or her own medical advice, a responsible doctor will constantly look up information and study because he or she does not understand, a responsible doctor will constantly summarize his or her experience and lessons learned, and a responsible doctor will be happy and sad because the treated patient is cured or dies. But, is it easy to be responsible? There was a time when a patient said to me in a loud voice, “How can you be so irresponsible”; there was a time when a patient said to me in anger, “How can your hospital make such regulations, too irresponsible”; there was a time when a patient said to me. “Can you afford to be responsible?”. Yes, for many years, I have been learning to be responsible, learning what to be responsible for, learning how to be responsible, so hard and so difficult but always learning! I really want to be the “good doctor” that everyone thinks I am. I’m going to “run four”, I’m still thinking about the good doctor, I think, my “good doctor” dream is not finished!