Since the beginning of the internship, we have been listening to the students and teachers around us complain that the work is too tiring, the status of the department is not high, and after work, colleagues talk about it is endless, a lot of complaints, why suffer? When you have chosen to do this line of work shows that you have enough courage to meet the challenge, as long as the mindset is well adjusted, no matter how hard and tiring work, we can still live a lot of happy well! After all, what we face every day is a strip of life. Responsibility to keep us at our posts. The snow came again, the earthquake came again …… what else is more comfortable than living in good health? When I think of natural disasters, I can’t help but share a few songs I made in the past with you. Due to the restricted format, I can only upload the lyrics and song ideas, the song score cannot be uploaded at the moment, please forgive me. The first song, “Open Life” I started to write this song on the third day after the earthquake on May 12, 2008, when the media and real life were calling for donations and active participation for the people in the disaster area. As a medical intern myself, especially during my internship days in the anesthesiology department, I often felt ashamed whenever I saw patients waiting for a long time at the door to receive the operation, because they had more or less fear of surgery and anesthesia itself, while the medical staff coming and going around rarely had time to talk to them, and sometimes even walked or ran past them in a panic, which undoubtedly increased the patients’ This undoubtedly increases patient anxiety and also increases patient dissatisfaction with the quality of care. The blow of the earthquake certainly caused mental abnormalities in several people to some extent, and psychological counseling for the victims became very important. I thought of writing a song, a song describing the inner activities of the people in the disaster area. And in this song, it is important not to be sentimental, but to stand up from the saddest place. I imagined myself as a surviving wandering singer in the disaster area, who had saved his life but lost his home and his family and friends. Faced with a future that suddenly became as cool as a blank sheet of paper, hurt, fear, and confusion …… million bad emotions were all rolled into one. The intro part uses a very sad and helpless melody to express the loneliness and helplessness of the heart. The two small lyrics of the main melody part start with the current situation – the pain of losing a loved one makes one feel helpless about the fragility of life, the vagaries of life and the mockery of fate. The emotions begin to be unstable, reason is gradually lost, and the whole person begins to be depressed and occasionally restless. After a fierce struggle, he sees the true nature of life and begins to emerge from the pain. The chorus further describes the strong desire to make up one’s mind to say goodbye to sorrow, to be a good person, to struggle hard and finally to be happy. Therefore, this part should be played with fast rhythmic sweeping chords. When I think of continuing to fight, my whole body is so enthusiastic that I have to increase the intensity and range of the sweeping strings in the interlude. However, the pain caused by the earthquake still lingers, so the performance returns to the main melody and ends in a low key way. The second song “Growing Up” is the first song I wrote for the department after I started working. In fact, the first moment I stepped into the hospital, I was already thinking about writing a song for my department, so I started to ask the teachers around me (all those who came to work in the surgical anesthesia department before me) about the situation of our department, such as the pace of life and work pressure. I also asked a few people how their writing style was and whether they could write some poems and short stories about the life of the department, but I never got the chance to do so. In addition, I always want to read more books and literature related to my profession, so I have to stop composing for the time being. Although I have stopped for the time being, I still secretly want to finish at least one song before New Year’s Day. I wanted to write a song with a theme similar to “The Angel Who Gathered His Wings”, but after trying, I found it very difficult because the lyrics would easily be repeated. Then I thought of a different approach, instead of directly describing the work in the operating room, I would portray the hardships of work and the difficulties of growing up through the inner changes of a medical staff. At least in general, everyone has to go through the process of growing up from ignorance and naivety. Continue to accumulate later, when the time is ripe to write a sister song of “collect ……”. The director of the anesthesia department of the internship hospital on the eve of my graduation from college instructed me to have the courage to break through in my future working career. This concept seems to be a double-edged sword, it can undoubtedly have a positive impact on one’s growth when one is well-prepared, but a poor grasp of it can leave one dead and buried. After thinking it over, I decided to listen to Director Xu’s words and go out on a limb. At that time, the premise was to constantly enrich and improve myself, and at the same time, not to have any negligence in the work, bearing in mind that pre-anesthesia preparation and intraoperative management are more important than any anesthesia operation. I remember a few times during the awakening period of general anesthesia patients, I was urged to dial the tube and send them to the resuscitation room early, and I would choose to refuse without hesitation, because I think this is a very important step to test whether an anesthesiologist is really good, and whether he is really qualified to be a real doctor – I would rather wait a little longer, and definitely not for the sake of The pursuit of a moment of ease and leave behind the consequences. Growing up and walking through – I hope that I and my colleagues and friends around me will be able to walk more steadily and farther after constantly asking for advice from my predecessors. Lyrics long road windy dance no direction where is the end not see the road to the goal and the pursuit has not reached but has become lonely yesterday is now not still repeatedly defeated in order to survive reluctant to say let go for self-fulfillment challenge limit talk about the tiger never reappear shall not be on the road continuous improvement cautiously act through all the hardships listen to feedback over and over again should not be proud to stop carelessness to prevent problems like walking on thin ice footsteps step by step print a After a hundred battles, it is not easy to grow up without looking back, and never look back, from ignorance to maturity, there is no miracle, only fight and fight, not willing to sink and fall, retreat and fear have long left us, on the ground, not afraid of gossip, accumulate experience to change, the wind and rain will continue to reproduce, talk about the tiger will never be reproduced, not on the road to continue to improve, act with caution, through all the hardships, listen to feedback again and again, should not be proud, stop carelessness Preventing problems before they happen, like walking on thin ice, one step at a time, after a hundred battles, it is not easy to grow up without looking back, and never look back. …… The previously mentioned “The Angel Who Put Away His Wings” is uploaded here. This is a song dedicated to the medical staff in general and the angels in the operating room in particular. The song was composed from a poem “White Jade Flower” written by XX’s teacher in XX’s operating room during the internship: “After a long night, the white magnolia blooms under the cold morning window. The fragrance of magnolia flowers emanates from my surgical gown. In the conception of this song, at first I thought that the operating room is a serious place, so the melody should be slowed down and the lyrics should be written in a more serious way, but later I thought it was not necessary. When the patient wakes up and leaves the recovery room, the rhythm is accelerated appropriately. The lyrics don’t have to be too serious, it’s probably better to be more lighthearted, because the patient wants to get through the surgery with ease. When I first started writing the lyrics, I wanted to write some words of praise, but as a future medical worker myself, it seemed inappropriate to write something in praise of my profession (I didn’t want to be self-aggrandizing, although the main purpose of the song was to give it to the nurses in the operating room), so it was better to write something real, reflecting the real life of our medical staff. After consulting with several nurse teachers, they thought it was a good idea and started to put it into action. The song as a whole has a medium tempo, not too sad and not too flamboyant. The lyrics are more or less sad, but in a way it is also inspiring our angels to continue to maintain a good work posture, work sincerely and hard, and what we do will one day be recognized by society and by the majority of patients and their families. The first part of the main melody mainly reviews the work and life overview of the majority of employees in the whole medical system, the chorus part draws the vision closer to the more urgent areas such as critical illness, emergency and surgical situations, and the second small part of the main melody further moves the vision into the operating room, with the ultimate purpose of expressing the high respect for the dedicated and tireless work of our angels in the operating room. I had a hard time titling this song, because all the titles of articles praising angels seemed to be not much different. After thinking about it for a long time, I realized that angels with wings flying around in the sky, high up in the sky, will give people a sense of inaccessibility, but once they put away their wings, they can truly integrate into the mortal world and serve the masses of people, so I titled this song “Angels with Wings” to praise the noble character of our lovely and respectable angels who work hard and never take credit for themselves. I sincerely call and wait for the angels to come! Lyrics This is a locking and high-risk operation, which makes people physically and mentally emaciated, picking up heavy burdens with the blood of life. This is an ordinary and holy position, passionate, with a heavy posture to taste the sweetness of the astringency of responsibility, so that they are dedicated to their work, do not hesitate to work hard, professional ethics, toil and complaint, silent dedication to sacrifice health, overload work, forgetful toil, who knows, do not ask for a reward, only for an understanding of the face of the monitor alarm is not willing to give up the effort Fearless and methodical, they advance without hesitation. The beautiful angels gather their wings and warmth on earth, while the city is still asleep, the operating room is lit up and busy. They don’t ask for anything in return, they just ask for an understanding, they don’t want to give up on the monitor alarm, they are fearless, they are methodical, they don’t hesitate, they are beautiful angels, they gather their wings and warmth on earth.